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人。事。有感

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 11:41:54 GMT

n年冇entry.

上一篇記了台灣之旅，如今人面全非。其實不能說全非，只是遊台四人，其中兩個已入大學，只剩下我和芝在打拚。A-Level，很難，精力都給洗去。人、事，很複雜，不知何時患了「想得過多腦袋堵塞症」。

想人。太多瓜葛，如糖絲般怎麼也分不開，搞不清。這陣子學到四個字：人言可畏。也許人並不複雜，只是本性作崇，說來話去，事情就煩了。常言道，做好本份就得啦，無謂理其他人。可惜又知易行難。想想想，想到自己，竟想到要檢討自己的想法。究竟是我過態嗎？是我庸人自擾嗎？

想事。人生有太多選擇。事情很多時候基於選擇而發生，如果只牽涉自己，不打緊；關係別人的，就有難了。

以前我是一個被動的機會主義者。未必會盡力爭取、把握每個機會。但對人生蠻有希望的。逆境打不敗我。或許以前發生的事多只關乎自己，我有對自己的行為負責的能力。如今太多太多人事問題，要講求協調能力。協調人與事實在是一大學問。我覺得很難。

現在還得先調整思緒‥

我，William，教授@RTHK@@

Taiwan Taiwan

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 13:09:36 GMT

去台灣見到好多有趣既人
1. 貓王領隊
2. 摩打手
3. 老版慧思
4. 有錢達人

原來達人一詞係好好用，意思同話人地屈機差唔多，譬如話人地成日遲到，就可以叫人地做遲到達人，簡稱遲達。遲早學生文化詞彙肯定會出現達人一詞。

今次既導旅好有質素，係自從日本遊行後最Pro既一個。一開始以為佢好悶，因為年紀較大，後來發覺佢好識搞gag，又有料。

去到eslite竟然撞到阿端，真有緣。

要讚下台灣既wi-fi，雖然酒店內既唔係好stable，不過起碼到處都有，好方便。

仲要多謝芝，屈機同陳雨，你地搞左好多gag，呢幾日一齊好開心呢!

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 12:45:43 GMT

No entry for long.......

Some wishes...........
1. Best shot at CE and get back in f.6
2. Finish all my mates' memory books ASAP............sorry for keepin so long
3. Hv $ to buy the BBC WW2 series( costs me $998= =)
4. Hv more power and dun get distracted so easily
5. Hv 40 hrs a day ..

Dear who, plz make my wishes come true...........

誰都只得那雙手　靠擁抱亦難任你擁有　
要擁有必先等失去怎接受

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Thu, 21 Dec 2006 10:40:46 GMT

Thanks All 5Cers for such a Fabulous TQ performance!!

Special thanks must be dedicated to Hermione and Phoebe who have been entirely involved.
Keep the pace and let's fight for our CE!

P.S. 7 So is the king of singing,,,,,Flexor!!

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 02:25:58 GMT

Busy! Busy! Busy!

The never-ended chain of work dominates my life. Struggling to breathe......

Friday's Eng lesson revealed the problem of the class, profoundly but somehow in a way that frightened everyone.
Currently reading a book associated with miss siu's sayings. Excerpt as follow.

可惜現在從中學生開始，整天都在追求成功，研究抵達成功的途徑和方法，卻很少花精力辨是非、分善惡，這實在令人焦慮。

輕於建設，重於破壞，輕於創造，重於批評。而事實上，最被輕視的最煩難，最被重視的最輕鬆。
余秋雨《掩卷沉思》

Sometimes fun and acadmeic results overrides my judgement to rights and wrongs. Using the excuse of having fun and cracking jokes, I fail to consider other party's feelings. That's simply an abuse. Friday night I chatted with bryan, and we all agree that we've gone too far beyond the line, depriving others' time for lessons and affecting our learning attitudes.

Yesterday I sacrificed my day to the newest Bookstore established in Shenzhen. The area occupied can be on a par with the 2004 Athens Olympics. Shocked!! Besides the bookstore was the Shenzhen Library. The one in Causeway Bay is simply no match. Everyone in that area was taking a stack of books which is rare to see in HK. I stepped into the Music department, which is 4 times BIGGER than the Pageone in Festival Walk, then moved on to Arts, pure science, social science, and finally I put a stop to it because I was captured by a souvenir shop( functioning as stationery store as well). Wow!! The notebooks and diary were brilliant, not to mention the VERY great variety of painting tools( $90 per meter square for the decorating paper). At last I purchased a little notebook priced $45 which is fair since the cover design is simply genius!! Of course I didn't miss the chance to refill my bookshelf at home.

旅行

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 02:34:22 GMT

難得一日全班一齊玩，玩得非常盡興，最難忘的還是那條沾滿沙的香蕉，真佩服siney和占的遊戲。

旅行後立刻趕到奧海城，搭西鐵時接了winnie的來電，結果臨危受命，做了場floor debater。隨後的展覽也不錯，總算沒有白費心機。

晚餐在Euro Go Go渡過，躊躇買不買cheese cake，最後決意留待下次。

P.S. 聽聞Twinnie入了醫院，希望她沒事

P.S. 希望5C永遠團結

P.S. 期待第11次

November Dedication

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 11:50:36 GMT

May I ....

Witness, the gleam of twilight that glistens the morning skies

Look, into thy naked eyes til they rest in mine

Unleash, the grief that veils Venus in disguise

Save, the splendere of our rainbow in minds

Dwell, in joy of thy heart for the rest of my life

A breeze of lightness...............

P.S. Happy B-Day to dad.

HKU I-day

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 05:06:28 GMT

昨日是HKU I-Day，雖然我5:00先到薄扶林，1小時極速treasure hunt，還是蠻有收獲的

兩本HKU NoteBKs，幾個Faculty Files，還有Ricci Hall 超精美紙袋，一小時內的戰績也算不錯吧!惟一美中不足的地方就是找不到Archi 個袋，這袋的Design實在美得不得了!!
途中走過開心公園，還遇見一班Cognitive Science的學生在大喊cheers，很有隊形，可惜聽不懂他們在喊什麼。

6:00準時回到K.K Leung，Faculty of Law 個booth非常professional，翻開份Prospectus看看，發覺06-07 Admissions Profile 的 Stat 好有問題，完全不明白。怎麼JUPAS Admissions 2AL+1AS 的 Grades A percentage是0%?????6CEE又是0%??

6:15上莊月明開會，還是討論星期六的辯論，進展良好。當大家正埋頭睇資料時，我在其中一本書中發現一段意義非常深刻的文字......

Morality is morally valueless if enforced. Where the aim of the criminal law is, as in the case of murder, to protect individuals from harm, this aim is achieve even if criminals abstain from murder solely out of fear of the law. But, if the aim of the law is not to protect individuals but to maintain morality, matters are different. What moral value is secured if people abstain from sexual intercourse simply out of fear of punishment?

這正是九龍華仁的精神。其中一個Groupmate告訴我，華仁的老師是不教書的，老師在學校的目的就是inspire學生。他們在校的自學精神非常高，不明白就立刻發問，老師不會主動approach你。高form學生遲到，逃學，在華仁是合法的。學生的學習進度，全由學生決定，學校從不多作干涉。那groupmate說他曾因下午要打學界而整日不回校上課，然而他也是第一個人告訴我A-level Chemistry 很淺易，這不是因為他是天才，是因為他利用了上午在家的時間溫習。雖然是這樣，他還是有一點點內咎的，現在他十分珍惜上課時間。聽到這裡，我完全佩服華仁那份教育的胸襟。我很明白這政策不可能完全成功，當中必有墮落的例子，可是全憑這胸襟，才能培育出像我groupmate般的學生。不是一個，而是一群。這是一種風氣。

這段文字正好一矢中的。不去強姦別人只是因為怕被法律制栽，是整個Legal System的恥辱。道德在強迫的情怳下根本失效。有人曾說:：Law causes misery，我想這misery應該是指the misery of moral degradation in a condition of enforcement towards Law obligation. 不只是Law，而是所有的 rules and regulatons。

昨晚在 HKU Canteen 成為最後一個order的人，我和一個LLB的學生共進晚餐，大談Hall的趣事。那些傳統Hall的儀式很是有趣，什麼聖杯聖水、入會儀式。還談到U-hall的brotherhood、男女hall的怪事等等，笑不攏嘴。

10:30先上970，11:30先回到老家。很累、但很滿足。

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 04:11:48 GMT

Once a saying--You're Born HKU/CU-er--I found interesting as people can tell which university you belong to based on your behaviour, appearance or your dressing. HKU-ers are more stylish while CU-ers are somehow more sober. This can be distinguished even from how they sip in Starbucks.

Grabbing the chance to stroll along the HKU campus--special thanks must be dedicated to the Faculty of Law--I begin to love the architecture, the boulevard across the park in which Sun Yat-Sen's statue is located as well as the campus itself, though it's the second time I went there.

Terry said I was mad to say loving the campus =.= Maybe, I bet.

On the day I went there for a so-called 法律大使計劃( sounds odd in a way= =), I wandered down the main building, in where the fabulous buildings of the Faculty of Arts are bulit, agog at the fine decoration of the place. The grand pillars don't look that mighty in such a setting until you find yourslef backing up to one and suddenly realize that it's from the floor to the top of the building. It is a marvel, so vast and beautiful and cool and filled with smell of scholars and airy heights and glistening windows with pale beams of light that you don't know where to place your gaze. It's like you're visiting St. Peter's, sinking to your knees and clasping your hands heavenward.

I had a look at the student union and some other buildings as well. They were naturally impressive, but I confess that all visual experiences were largely wasted on me after the grandeur of Faculty of Arts.

The Law scheme that I joined was basically fundamental concept about the legal system in HK. But one thing was the Chinese translations which confused me. Terms like 法律的本質, 動機的本質 sound meaningless to me. The complex sentence structure in which one clause containing subjects and predicates after another clause made part of the session a bullshit!!!!

Sorry for being cruel but the initiative of the HKULA is definitely appreciated.

For the time being we are preparing for a debate with the motion"在絕水絕糧的情況之下，殺死同伴以食其肉自保，應被控以謀殺。(正方)" I bet the negative side is now busy with their hard job--digging out the loopholes of murder.

This is the first time I recognize myself to be HKU-er, or I should say "tends to be".

P.S.1 My only regret on that day, unpredictably, was that not knowing the polo shirt of Faculty of Law was for sale, I dare not express my desire to have one. HAHA!

P.S.2 Thanks Siney for her kind concern.

P.S.3 I trust you....don't be bothered! Always have faith!

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 13:53:29 GMT

「相機鏡頭中的陳崇平重彩畫竟是一團黑壓壓的混沌。」A君說。

「陳崇平何曾畫過這格格不入的黑彩，難道他已江郎才盡嗎？很醜陋啊！」B君應道。

「簡直是不堪入目!!!! 」C君也不吐不快。

ABC君同時也把畫家之作貶得一文不值。畫家只能無奈接受，筆下的沙沙聲成為絕唱，抗議的聲音早已被一切劣評埋沒…………

「陳崇平，你令我太失望了! 」ABC君齊聲呼喊。

這時，天使下凡，對他們說：「整天大吵大嚷的人，可曾自省？」接過相機，天使把鏡頭縮放，一幅重彩畫照見天光，炙暖心蕾。

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小故事勾起了我的想法

故事中的ABC君象徵一些愛把污點無限放大而不能自拔的人，現今社會有股意見極端化的趨勢，就是全拜這種思想所賜。學校是社會的縮影，老師的談吐舉止無不被放在顯微鏡下監察。無可否認，老師對自己的一言一行需負全責，但老師的語病在不構成破壞或誤導的情況下，該不算是甚麼過失吧，也決不是好壞老師的標準。同學偶爾把老師的語病當作茶餘飯後的話題，也不致令老師大動干戈，畢竟課堂應該是歡樂的！然而由最初的開玩笑性質，演變成現在的mischief，那越軌的原因相信也是大家把污點放得太大了。太大了，污點背後的一切也看不見。這就如畫中美若天仙的女孩也只能從一片唏噓聲中覺悟，永遠觸不到、看不到。

污點的威力可真強大，除了自身以極速澎漲外，還引起不少副作用。當主觀意見滲入成為主流意見後，老師的行為也機乎全變成污點下的殘窄，本質被嚴重扭曲，誤會也由此而生。當同學在批評老師沒盡責任或教學方式不濟時，可曾自省？沒盡責任？大家可曾給予老師一點接納？教學方式不濟？這問題富爭議性，也富趣味性。同學把著眼點放在講課內容，還是污點上的語病？即使老師的講解確有不足，同學能否以包容之心、好學之態主動發問？誰才是學習的主角？老師？還是同學？

這時候，污點的質量已趨向無限大，稍一疑遲則變成無底黑洞，永遠也逃不掉。別人的不是逐一被挑出，然而處於僵局，大家何不向內求？其實天使已指路，相機的鏡頭放得太大了，畫面險然逼爆，後果不堪設想。與其把自身處於不利位置，倒不如學習天使，把自己的鏡頭縮放，宏觀天地。那時候，你或會發覺對與錯只是一絲煙霞，總有一天會被一顆包容之心帶走，剩下的，是絢麗的雲彩，是融洽，是團結。

「看看自己，把相機的鏡頭縮放吧! 」這是天使給同學的話。